an.american.god

He posted this in his blog.
I think it's tragically beautiful.

It's by Lydia.
Adam Lazzarra's vocals would do better justice though.

The truth is.

"I can't commit.
Be it heart--
--or hospital."


"I couldn't bring myself to call.
Except to call it quits..."


The only thing I know how to do well
is fail to live up to expectations.

Well, thanks a whole lot.

Ya know,

even if I'm over the bad news,
he still has completely skrewed me for life.

Every time someone comes around,
I just assume that it will all end the same way.

I keep seeing comparisons in behavior
and I get scared
and heartbroken
over barely nothing at all.

I honestly am unable to see them as two separate people
and maybe you are alike
or maybe you aren't

but I feel the language is the same
all destined for disaster.

Are you worth your weight in Gold?

Nothing like a person with lots of travel and life experience to make you feel like you're completely boring and probably worth nothing.

I'm truly the most insecure human being alive sometimes.

Creepmaster J's

it makes my skin crawl
to think of the creepy sh*t guys have tried to pull with me.

i worry for the female race who encounter them in the future.