dream date?

so i've been having dreams about an old crush.

i can't remember if it happened 2 or 3 times.
but for some reason pete wentz has led me to him.

the first time, i took a brave chance and drove to his family business at night, even though i knew that it was probably closed.
a man parked next to me....he knew my name and said they were waiting for me.
i went inside and it seems that they had finished eating dinner and were eager for my arrival.
they showed me photo albums of him.
for some reason he had black hair
and i waited for him to come out to see me
but i woke up.


the second dream i was spending time with pete wentz and he told me that i needed to meet his friend's band.
and he was there in a 3-piece band with long blond hair.
i looked hard at his face and knew it was him.
he smiled as if he was waiting for me
he cut his hair that day
and was ready to make this happen for me...
to make this like i always wanted.

and then i woke up.

i haven't seen him in over 8 years.
maybe it's time to open up an old door.