suffering from narcissism

this coming year,
i want it to be all about me.

no more texts telling me to wake up
no more love you's before goodnights

no more, "why'd he comment this"
"why were you on this website"
"why are you going there?"

no more be here at this time-on time-
wear this not that

attend this party
let's go here
let's see this together

you're good intentions
have done well and good

but, {for awhile}
i need it to be
me on my terms