"This is Not for Me"

sometimes when i'm feeling down and out
i listen to the music that chokes the life out of my heart.

i'm a masochist when it comes to you.

i feel like when we first met,
my heart fell out of my chest into your pocket.

i'm not sure if you know you have it
it probably fell out in the wash
and is buried among the socks
asking for it back means letting you know that you have it


i can only be so normal
so much of the time

"Cause these days are so long, and these drinks are so tall
And I've been spending my time counting the minutes
Just to feel consistent
Looking for you in every aspect of the world"